I am in a stage of life, were I can't find nowhere consolation. Were you want to sit down and cry it all off, and let that one person hold you tight, while you suffer it all out?. I never have that in my life, only sometimes but it doesn't last as much as I wish it could. Everything hurts me, my life is hurting me, my decisions, the things I am choosing in life are causing a huge impact of pain inside of my soul. I know I am paying the consequences for each and every mistake I put myself through. But half of these things I know for a fact I don't deserve them. I have my moments were I do explote towards people, but when I know on my insides the fact that I know I am right... It kills me, mentally and physically. There's moments were I ask myself why do I even care about people who doesn't care for me back. I never get to learn my lesson, it just don't leave me alone. I could sit here and explain this whole entire sadness but it won't make a change, no one will care either will understand.
TO BE CONTINUED...
XOXO Sharliee <3
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